Whenever I first started driving, my dad (who is a wonderful driving instructor) would always tell me that every thirty seconds or so, I needed to do a scan of my mirrors and speedometer as I drive. I know this seems like common sense, but at the time, I was so focused on just staying on the road and not hitting anyone, that these added tasks seemed so overwhelming. I thought I would never be able to do all the things he was advising me to do!
So you're wondering how this ties into motherhood... Well, once Brandon went back to work after Kaylee was born, and my mom was no longer in and out of our home, this feeling of being completely overwhelmed and wondering how I will ever do everything I know I am supposed to do revisited me again. But... in the midst of feeling this way, I was encouraged when I hopped in my car, backed out of the driveway, and before I got to the first stop light, I had looked in all my mirrors and glanced at my speedometer several times without even thinking about it. Yes, my role as a mother will constantly be changing and I will need to trust the Lord with each step of the way, but I believe it will get easier and not so overwhelming as I try to juggle all the things that come my way with a little one (partially because it already has).
Even though it has and will take time to learn the ropes, I wouldn't trade being at home for anything. And I must say, even on the rough days, it is much better being at home as Brandon works long hours now that I have a little buddy. After I was through with school in December, it was kind of lonely sometimes to be here alone all day, but from now on, the house won't ever be so silent and empty! Thankful!
Just love having this little Hootie to spend my days with.
Happy girl (when she's feeling better)
Thankful for this beautiful and precious miracle
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